AFA'13

FINALLY BACK AFTER A LONGGGG HIATUS.
Im so fucking glad O level is over.
I hope i did well enough to get at least 9 points for L1R4 /hope/

My first event of 2013 that i actually cos-ed for would be AFA~hahah~
*i have my science MCQ paper straight after AFA but i still went ummm*
So depressing to think about how i did for O levels!!. So i kept reminding myself that LIFE IS NOT OVER EVEN IF I DID BADLY FOR O LEVELS.
I could either retake or just----okay if it's really /bad/ i'll retake.. 8(



Went on saturday ( AFA ) FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF BUYING NAIRCHAN'S MAGI ARTWORKS ( if she didn't came to SG i wouldn't have went to AFA!!! OTL!!!! THEN I CAN STUDY AT HOME! )

TADA!!!! I would have bought more doujinshi but MY WALLET IS ALREADY CRYING BLOODY MURDER. 

im not satisfied...but if i bought more then i won't have any money left for dinner..

so i convinced myself with " IT'S OKAY YOOI, YOU WON'T DIE FOR NOT BUYING MORE DOUJINSHI, FOOD IS MORE IMPORTANT /RUNS AWAY FROM BOOTH CRYING TEARS OF DESIRE AND AGONY/ " 

This sums up my entire saturday HAHAH

Then came Sunday!! made plans to cos Magi ( Postcard ) with Melisa and Jorine! ( this plan was initially scheduled on cosfest, but i couldn't make it so yeah ) 8(

thank you Jorine for lending me the earrings and sword for Alibaba m(_ _)m

btw..Morgiana's accessories were really beautiful TAT i wanted to take photos but i forgot !!

SORRY FOR THE AHOGE OMG

it somehow "dropped" and i wasn't aware of it when i took the camwhore---

but yeah i somehow fixed it back in the first pic hahah!!

With Melisa as Morgiana and Jorine as Aladdin!! omg you guys are so cute. jfihsaijcascmksaja

 WITH SHOE!!

 WITH KAIDA~~

 WITH REIKA~

 

WITH YUMI!

 

WITH YUI!

didn't really camwhore with a lot of people on AFA...

Hahaha a bit moody!! LOL!

at the end of the event~~~
...a terrible thing happened...we wanted to go to the sixth floor toilet of suntec to change out when we're at the second /third floor..but it seems like the whole suntec is undergoing some crisis or smth because the whole covention's escalator wasn't working, including the lift, omg.
WE HAD TO CLIMB ALL THE WAY UP TO SIXTH FLOOR SDHJASHDJSHAUJDHJSF
adding on to that, the toilet was ~pitch~ black. couldn't see a single fucking thing.

BUT WE YOLO AND DECIDED TO CHANGE IN THE PITCH BLACK TOILET
JORINE AND I CHANGED BEHIND THE ENTRANCE DOOR OF THE TOILET OMG HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
 but yeah the lights came back afterawhile.

Suntec prz.

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I NEED TO UPLOAD THIS. HAHHAHAHAHAHA

Aladdin and Morgianna are so cute!!!

okay. i have to sleep. NIGHTS. NIGHTS. OMG

im so freaking tired. omg. 

omg. im so god damn tired

 

STGCC'13

annnnnnndddddd i am back!
Went to STGCC last Sunday, it was fun catching up with friends!!
I wasn't supposed to go..*exams on Monday lol* but I decided to YOLO and went to STGCC anyway because i really miss my friends a lot! ಥ_ಥ
Studied a little bit of Physics before I went as plain Jane without any make up on..my eyes look really tiny

With Mato, Yumi, Shera, Junko, Melisa, Jorine and Reika(Angeline)! <3

Didn't camwhore with a lot of people because I was feeling unglamorous on that day without any make up on LOL!

I was really *hyped* seeing Mato and Shera's Genderbent Shizuiza cos!! 

*blushblushblush* /My highlight of the day because I really love DRRR/

My initial plan was to meet Rei and study at STGCC *very conducive environment!!*

We ended my chit chatting at one corner ROFL

Studying plans at events don't work out from the start LOL 

But all the best to THE O LEVEL TEAM HAHAH

3 ghey girls camwhoring at the train station LOL 

Had dinner with Junko and Rei!! Thanks Junko for having dinner with us!! <3

Let's carry out our Kou Empire plan ASAP!! *after my o levels* <3 <3 

Fabulous walking dead made by my friend's friend (?) !!

The workmanship is really praisable!!

*such a short post LOL*

I don't think i'll be back soon until after O levels!! 8D 8D 8D

Looking forward to AFA~~ 

COSFEST'13

and here is another entry!

Cosfest, overall, was not really fun, but it drains my energy out. However all the time i spent with my friends are worth it!! <3 i miss you guys so much!!

I was actually supposed to cos Alibaba with my team mates but i didn't managed to finish my costume in time due to my incompetence, and i was feeling really apologetic. :( 

Because of me we didn't get to cos the trio, which we were looking forward to so much. :(

In the end they had a change of plans! >< 

Anyway, to skip to the point, the happiest moment i had during cosfest was when i bought my Magi keychains and badges, and the Shizuiza postcard i got from Junko!! >/////< 

DAY 1

The day that i was supposed to cosplay with my teammates..but i couldn't make it ;_;

So i ended up as their "personal helper/manager" LOL!

Look at these cuties!! 

I went to cosfest straight after my morning lesson in school..I think day 1 is pretty much "fun" in a way i guess. Haha. i wanted to socialize with cosplayers ( esp magi cosers! ) but i had a pretty hard time starting a conversation with them as i was not cosplaying 8( * no one wanted to talk to a hobo LOL *

But somehow i managed to exchange all my coscards away ..and i was shocked to find that all my coscards were gone by the end of the day LOL

Loots on day 1!!

Heh Heh ... ////// 

Really a big thanks to Junko for getting me Shizuiza postcard from China!! ////

I was really happy!!!!!!

You have no idea how much i love DRRR okay!!!!! ( Well to be more specific, Shizuiza ) LOL

The Coscards i exchanged with other cosplayers on day 1!

Received more on day 2, but too lazy to take a photo of it! Haha!

The polaroid that was taken at the end of the day with Yumeh's camera!!

With Akairi, Yumi, Mato and Shera! <3 

A short story after we were preparing to leave the venue to have our dinner...

*walks past someone who looks like a Will Graham cosplayer*

Me on the inside : OMFG IS THAT WILL GRAHAM, THOSE CLOTHES. OMFG. THAT HAIR ( WIG ) OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*runs back to pinny who is behind me * 

" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PINNY OMG THERE'S A HANNIBAL COSPLAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

" WHAT OMG REALLY " *RUNS TOGETHER WITH PINNY AND YUMI*

-insert gibberish- -suddenly Hannibal Lecter appears-

-takes photo with amazing hannibal cosplayers*

*spazz* *exchange coscards* 

" I LOVE YOUR COSPLAY " 

..

..

.......and then today my sister told me the Will Graham cosplayer is her friend. 8''D

AHAHAHAHAHAH..

anyway,

I went to sleepover at Namiko's house at the end of the day, simply because my mom went overseas and i was too scared to sleep alone!! :( 

Helped her cut her coscards...but gave up halfway and went to use her Computer LOL

DAY 2

A day to study at cosfest with Alice ( Im sure it's not gonna progress well) but we went ahead anyway.

And i ended up motivating her to study! ( well i guess this is productive too! ) 

Alice gave me her Artist namecard and this is what she drew on the back along with the appreciation message she wrote! Little Kougyoku with Judal! //// I love this pairing!! thank you Alice! <3 

Loots!!

Honestly this was really tempting me. I had to ask Alice and the rest whether i should get it for over 3 times before i decide to get all 3 of them LOL 

Me: I HAVE TO SAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!

Temptation : LOL NOPE. 

But i was still pretty much contented after buying //// 

You should know who my favorite characters are already!! XDDD

I didn't get to take photos on the first day because i didn't feel like it hahahah..all these were taken on the second day! I didn't have make up on so a little bit unglam T.T

On the left column, with Rei and Yui!! <3

On the right column, With Nisa, Reika and Yumi! <3

I love Yui's alibaba so much <3 <3 <3 YOU'RE SO CUTE GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!! //////////////////

On the way home! I guess yumi still has the energy to pose for the camera 8D 

with Akairi and cameo Kyokishi! HAHAHA

Lastly, what i saw on the artist board on Day 2.

Yes, someone please help Will Graham!

*definitely going to pay a visit to whoever who drew this Deviantart*

Conclusion..

I admit that i half regretted not cosplaying on cosfest, but i was also kinda relieved that i didn't . 

When i told my teammate that i will not be able to join them, i had the feeling of a heavy weight that just got removed off my shoulder..Like..i didn't have to worry about cosfest anymore.

I felt that i didn't enjoy cosplay as much as i did in the past, which disappoints me a lot. 

I used to love cosplaying so much, but where did that passion go to? :/ 

I can name numerous reasons to it, but i guess it's probably because im having my O level year this year, and im just feeling a bit of withdrawal that's all..? 

I still love cosplaying as a whole but, i felt that i enjoy more seeing other people cosplaying, than when i cosplay myself. 

But again i'll feel rather left out from my social circle as well 8( 

..

Oh well i guess...i still had fun !

Though im really drained out during the course of this two days LOL 

Im feeling kinda dead!

Yes, i've been feeling kinda dead for the whole of June 'holidays'..

It's not even /holiday/ because i have school lessons till the mid of June..and i have to go back to school on the last week of June!

I have no motivation to sew my costume for cosfest which is in 2 weeks!! 

 I also have no motivation to study for my exam which is a day after cosfest :(

I dont really know what to say anymore 8(

I'm feeling really stressed out and i lost my aim in life!

sometimes when i go out shopping alone in the town, i would ramble through the shops, roads, streets and suddenly i found myself at the library..or places i didn't plan on going but my legs carried me there anyway.

That feeling when you have no idea where to go, but you dont want to go home yet because there's nothing to do at home AND YOU HAVE TOTALLY NO IDEA WHAT TO DO IN LIFE and you start walking around the town aimlessly i dont even

----------------------------------sorry for my ramblings------------------------------

Anyway, to cut to the chase, I only had 2 shoots during the June holidays! 

Ib shoot was planned like 1 week before but my partner and I didn't really discuss about the details of the shoot until like..maybe 2 days before hahaha!

I guess it's because i was feeling REALLY DEAD and i didn't want to care about anything that i got myself involved in..

Since my mary costume was already made last yearfor STGCC so there's no WIP photos! LOL!

tried making Mary's frame for the shoot but it K.O-ED on me halfway through the shoot LOLOLOL

*prop making failure*

while prepping in the toilet! 

I dont really suit blonde..but i have no idea why i have so many blonde plans! DX

Mary was a character i really fell in love with after playing Ib, and I feel so much for her wanting to get out of the guertena world with Ib..she really wanted companies ;_; 

As much as i want her to leave the guertena world, i also want garry to escape too! DX

i really hope there's a ending in which the 3 of them can leave together!! ;_; 

With my really cute Ib! <3 <3

I tried to be mary!!!!! /fail 

My make up never seems to go right nowadays B/ 

I was wearing Dolly+ Blue contact lens but it's not really obvious..The red,brown and grey are really obvious but the blue sucks DX

let's do a comparison

^My mary during STGCC'12 HAHAHAHHAHA

..well i prefer my STGCC one to my recent shoot mary actually T~T

look at all these little ones. LOLOLOL

the odd one out is mine..the rest belongs to Ib!! XDDD

Our own impromptu studio LOLOLOLOL

Our shoot started at 630 and ended at 9pm ..i was surprised that i didnt have gastric pain despite skipping my dinner LOLOLOL 

thank you Derek for helping out with the shoot, Modnar for rushing to the shoot location straight after your work and being so friendly and comfortable to work with! <3

ASDFGHJJKL MELISA XDDD

The second shoot was not really last minute planned but because it's a guy character that i've been in love with for a long time and never got the confidence to cos him so im /really/ nervous

Im not really satisfied with my face..that being said so no photos!! HAHAHAH

Work in progress...I havent been sewing in a long time and i think my skills are already rusty .. TnT

okay, i made a really stupid mistake

i wanted to make a belt so i bought eyelets from daiso but i forgot to buy the eyelet hole punch 

In the end i had to use a normal hole puncher..as you can see, the position of the hole is really weird!

w/ Akairi! 

I feel really apologetic that you have to endure all my nonsense, im really sorry! 

Thank you for helping out+helping me with the pouch, lending me the belt and shoes even though i broke it OTL! i cant emphasize how thankful i am to you and i will really try all my best to make it up to you! Thank you Pin!! I appreciate you so much asdfghjkl. Also, thank you Rick for coming down to shoot! >w< You guys are really awesome!! 

I know i didn't do justice to him, but i'll try better next time.. (?) 

omg hahahahaha i dont think there'll ever be a next time because i dont have any confidence anymore after this asdfghjkl yet i feel that i could do better! 

Lord do grant me a bishie face please *maybe next life* 

 i forgot to mention that halfway through the shoot,  i walked past civilians in cos and it was super awkward. ( NO, I DONT BLEND INTO THE CROWD ), I MEAN WHO THE HELL WEARS RED CONTACT LENS, WITH ^ THAT MAKE UP, DRESSED UP LIKE A DAMN HIPSTER ( not sure if it's the right word HAHA ) AND WALK ON THE ROADS WHERE /OFFICE/ PEOPLE WORKS. 

Super awkward, really. 

anyway..books that i indulged myself in during this holiday.. ( these are my happiness they cheer me up and i cant sleep at night after reading ) 

THEY'RE REALLY GREAT, READ IT IF YOU HAVENT ( if you like serial killers novels ) HAHAHAHAH

...i wrote this post at 1pm+ and finally got it published at 10pm because i procrastinate while writing this post. ha.ha..ha.

AND IT'S CUREFEST!

HELLO EVERYONE---NOONE 8( IM BACK AND I FELT LIKE BLOGGING SO I DID

Went to curefest yesterday after my Mock exam as an excuse to take a break from my studies 8'D
and nope, i didn't cosplay cause..
MT O level is  in 2 weeks and well..must study. HAHA
My mind is filled with "STUDY YOOI GET AN A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 " recently and it has been suffocating me..

Anyway, back to the topic on curefest, it was held at Marina Regatta..Other events were held there as well so it's quite crowded. But at the later half of the day..wow hot guys with solid muscles running(?) in front of me in a straight line *whistles*

TOO BAD NO CAUCASIANS HAHAHAHAHA

WELL,BACK TO THE TOPIC ON CUREFEST, IT WAS UNEVENTFUL
basically because im not quite a fan of Jojo ? 8(
i feel my energy draining away..fast.. the weather is so damn hot and i regret wearing a dark blue dress with long sleeves . i was DRENCHED IN SWEAT ( god this is so disgusting but what can you expect in singapore , SUMMER EVERYDAY )

It was a good time to catch up with old friends. God i love all of you so much.
Didn't camwhored with everybody..8( i dont look too good on that day.
wanted to doll myself up prettily but i was in a rush to meet Yuukiko ( who couldn't make it to curefest ) ..
i ought to get myself a hair cut soon. LOL

Top ( left to right ) : W/ Vanessa and Yumi!!

Bottom ( left to right ) : W/ Namiko and Alice!! <3 

Top ( left to right ) : W/ Sherry and Shera!!

Bottom ( left to right ) W/ Jorine, Baicai and Derek!

Everyone looks so awesome here <3 I miss you guys so much!!!

Every one was asking me " why are you not cosplaying today??? " 

Well i wish i could but i couldn't squeeze time out for it plus it was too much of a hassle..wow like cosplaying after a mock exam in school. and i have no idea who to cosplay anyway haha

Coscards from Curefest!! thank you everyone~~

thank you mato, for the message you wrote behind your koko coscard. HAHA

NEXT EVENT TO LOOK FORWARD TO : COSMO PARADE!!!!!

OH MY GAWD YUI AND SAFFRON TAKE MY KOKORO TAKE MY FEELS TAKE MY BODY TAKE MY PRESENT 

I want to hug them so much ;; and take photos with them ;; 

All these while that i've been praying for them not to come to singapore because you know fangirls. ( well i am one too 8D ) 

AND I ACTUALLY WANTED TO GO HONGKONG TO SEE THEM INSTEAD

 but they got so popular after their Kurobasu cosplay....now everyone knows them OTL 

I hope they cosplay DRRR on cosmo parade. (endless fagging over Yui's izaya and Saffron's shizuo

i can already feel the adrenaline rushing in my VEINSSSSSSS

i hope i wont get too nervous and fuck up on that day. omg

The mere thought of seeing them IRL and not photos. OHMYGOD (crazy)

got to start arming myself up and fight my way through the crowd at Cosmo Parade. LET"S DO THIS YEAH. YEAH.

because there's one word called Perseverance

i'll do whatever it takes to take photos and shake hands with them ..would be better if i get to hug them ..AND THEIR COSCARDS SAWBBB 

E..En..End............

DRRR!

Had a shoot for Subarashii Hibi during march!
Thank you Emily, Judas and Zelmer for coming down to help! really thank you people!
Also vaxzone for shooting! <3

The shoot started with us being late..shoot was supposed to start at 430 but because we're late it got dragged back to 530..im sorry vax m(_ _)m forgive us. T_T

i also appreciate the car ride that i got from my dad. THANK YOU DAD
Your daughter cant stand taking public transport when she got her make up on..* too embarrassing *
more like im already used to going out with a naked face LOL

with my sister and big brother <3 8'D

/really like my make up on that day/

cause i've managed to draw on double eyelids 8'D 

though it's not perfect, but it's a start! i'll need to hone my double eyelid drawing skills! 

and have i mention before how much i love Ifairy dolly+ lens T_T

the color is really obvious!!

sadly it started pouring halfway through the shoot, had to take shelter somewhere with another group of civilians..wow really awkward LOL 

one of my favorite shot!

really love vax's photos!! thank you vax!! <3 

Had another durarara shoot way back in Feb/March too? ww

Kasuka/Shizuo shoot! ( Child ver ) hahaha

 i think it was really rushed as i only got my Pants/Shirt the day before the shoot..

Nevertheless it was fun! Thank you Judas for shooting and Shera for helping! 

I appreciate it! coming down to the east all the way from the west! Thank you people! T_T

fun laughters throughout the shoot (Y)

thank you mato's aunt for letting us to shoot in your house! 

and thank you aunty for your crab...T_T <3 

MAGI SHOOT AGAINNNN XDDDDD

hakuryuu shoot today!! thanks derek for inviting me into the group!!
i dont really suit hakuryuu..look so shag today T_T i hope i dont make anyone's eyes bleed OTL

halfway making the costume..

tbh i dont really like this costume..i didn't give my best for this cosplay OTL

i was really busy with school and everything was really rushed. i feel so bad T_T

didnt take a lot of in progress photos for this cos cause i forgot LOL 

^^ almost done! just need to paint the dragon on his costume 

anyway i really like this gold lace LOL!!

from chinatown actually, 80cent/yard!!

it was after i bought this that akairi told me that there's a lot more gold lace that are 10x more nicer at arab street T___T

SOBBB I THOUGHT SG DONT HAVE THE NICE ONES . 

..why didnt i explore arab street more!!! D8<<<

hakuryuu's wig! i styled this two days before the shoot..from a 70cm long wig haha

i dont look good with center parting so i tried going for fringe..since hakuryuu does have fringe in some part of the photos T___T but in the end im like " WITHOUT FRINGE BETTERR LEHH " 

the crown!! XDD haven't spray yet haha 

....no more IN PROGRESS photos already TAT wish i've taken more!!

cant decide whether to have fringe or not..i dont look glam in center parting and i thought of having some fringe cause hakuryuu has fringe in some part of the manga ...anyway i think i still look better in center parting for hakuryuu in the end..OTL 

my awesome team mates 8') + helper mato!! XDDD

i dont look man enough!!! D8<<<< 

had camwhores with photographers too but i look too ugly so decided not to put up instead OTL

trying out alibaba's sunglasses LOL 

i look so swag!! hahah!

can you spot aladdin and morgiana ?? 8DDD

photo bomber spotted lol!!!

*ps my crown is in the way HAHAHAHAHAH omgggg* 

GROUP PHOTO!! XDDD

sorry i look cui everywhere..hakuryuu fans dont kill meeeeee ;_____;

during dinner lol!!!

during dinner!!!! HHHAHAHAA

FIRST TIME USING PHONE TO CAMWHORE HAHAHAH

OTL uh im not really satisfied with my hakuryuu Q_Q

1. i dont like how shag my costume looks, i really fail T_T

2. my contact lens for hakuryuu didn't come on time.. so i have to use dark blue lens T__T

3. i dont really suit hakuryuu..OTL

4. didn't have the time to make the spear, so i had to lend from derek T__T so busy with school!!!

i will definitely remake my costume and re-shoot hakuryuu after my o levels T_T sob

took some photos for melissa with my lousy camera..8'D <3

she makes such a good morgiana!!! >///w///< 

well today's shoot is really..fun i guess 8'D

high tide at sentosa so i went down to the water and have some shots.

thank you xeno!! ><

was really feeling quite down at the start of the day because the spear of his weapon keep dropping T__T 

didn't get to shoot with the rest for around 30 minutes because mato and i keep trying to salvage the spear LOL 

it's okay xeno's tape saved us in the end, though the spear is like still slanted in some shots tho. LOL!!

so ummm .

...i shall end this post now.. T_T

will be really busy with o levels this year so i wont be able to cos as much anymore!!

however my love for magi still lives on!!!

what is this..im having post-photoshoot sickness right now LOL!

so tired today..didn't get to sleep well recently ..i shall sleep early today sob 

BYE 

BYEEEEEE